Long time...

It has been a long time since I last posted. My passion for blogging kind of run its course, but recently I've been turned back on to it.

I'm hoping to make this summer be more of a summer of pondering... maybe blogging will be part of that endeavor!

Un. Mo. Ti. Vated.

I have a serious case of the "feh"s. Yes, I have an insane amount of work that is due around thanksgiving that I know, intellectually, I *could* go ahead and knock out now. Sadly, unless it were due on Monday I couldn't give a rat's. I simultaneously hate that I procrastinate and yet don't care enough about it to change my ways.

AND! It is so totally worse when I am unsupervised. That is, when I am THE ONLY person in the building. Lesser people would have left the building by now. But I've got the whole WASP, Puritanical guilt thing going on. (It is compounded when I remind myself that because the church pays my wage, it would be like cheating God... except I don't think God really cares if I take off or not... the whole sabbath concept and Jesus turning water into wine thing prove that God knows how to relax).

So, that's a snapshot of me being unproductive.